why ...
did ... I wrote a long way? hmm - probably because I'm so lazy that it crashes;) may be due to the fact that one has ne friend the here at the computer to have lots of time-bound * gg * But seriously - a Wirsch summer was kind of ... was sensationally beautiful weekends in Brunswick, fantastic party weekend in hamburg, pott at meraluna and here in, but there were also quite different things that have prevented me from myself here to have your say ... is the question of what should be broad like this come here what u do not * think *
my ma was very sick - well, actually it still is ... but those who know me reasonably well know, anyway a long time. .. were times where it did not look as if they would again leave hospital alive, and there were times - and actually still holds up today - had to fear in which, that it remains paralyzed ... right now everything runs frighteningly normal, after my dad and I had to cope with this so ne art meltdown ... It's just not only the life of a loved one, which is on the line - live it also changes everything else: the job is irrelevant - just like almost everything else in life ... to the journey to hospital every day - with back-u return trip this every day such as three hours were - you had to say three hours less time, but now also had to overcome in passing the budget yet ... lousy feeling when you notice how much you could remove his mother, when just a little more effort is ... I'm still trying, if possible to do much, even here, but if you clock up 16 after coming home and the budget is made, it can not stop mans really change ... just hope it does not * sigh *
am convinced that I would have survived this bad time not so easy if I had not had Cathy by my side ... if one sees them for me and my family breaks apart the ass without even hesitate for a second ... respectful, honest ... if anything would have been in me still unsure what these terms relationship between Catherine u me, it would be this time that would have given me confidence that I am doing the right ...
we see ourselves, only follow on the weekends, but how important is the chatterei and telephoning with her, I realize now - it is in fact missing since Tuesday in spain and me at all ends and corners ... to the positive side effect that I am here again rouse, a few sentences write down * laugh *
find it bad, without a word to sleep by it u make crosses three if this time is over - what does not, of course, that I her not your holiday grudge u ne super nice time hope there;)
fact this is, incidentally, the anticipation for my own holiday a little diminishes, because on the very day when she leaves the Iberian peninsula, I make myself with a few crazy guys on the way to Majorca, to tear the island within a week:) look forward to, of course, but the joy would be greater if we had more time in between to make ...
naja - will sometimes not whining too much;) in a few days I am now after only half a year with it together and such a positive going story I've had for years no longer believed - that I should sometimes less rumheulen and me instead also happy that it at all to whom does miss;)
enough for the first time again - except in bed waiting for my cat still an amazing book exciting to me, which I will now devote myself thoroughly - wens interested in: It is called "The Swarm" and the most compelling thing I've read in years ... :)
so - good night to u the day;)
