merry christmas!
I write anything, but I know I already * gg * have often been written in the spirit of any line that I wanted to pinning down here, but I could not but rouse ... why? hmm because sometimes you just is lazy, but also because it is so clever sometimes just to sleep one night on certain events before you get here misses ... good, in the end ... might have one or the other set looked back ...
most who know me know that I hate the Christmas season than almost anything else ... why this so and how long this is so, I can not even answer ... Maybe it's time to all happy couples at the Christmas market, etc. .. maybe my nerves but just that suddenly people are all so peaceful and friendly ... Do not get me wrong - I do not annoy peaceful and friendly people - in contrast ... I just do not raff why the only on these days can be so ... are possibly the very people that can only be in carnival really happy and left out? if it were possible ... if I only think about it, how many Christmas-sms I've received ... are a handful people who report regularly to me and I'm happy about too ... But if people suddenly send sms to send me what ever else - or better yet, that one is eventually parted in the dispute, then find ichs simply embarrassing and poignant ... person to me and embarrassing the question should really be embarrassed if they had a little understanding for the situation ... I do not think that I too few people know who deal with me and I so desperately would need to contact us pray - but if someone tells me, I would like to talk to you / write or whatever, then I expect to know that this person is sometimes reported ... but then at Christmas very strange love everything to do blah - I do not need it really ... certainly not on the ground, I was so bad, I had such bad problems or whatever ...
I know something about problems, but when shit goes to me so that I want to talk anybody, then I quit even week to week for that I will call ... I can hold either the same as the snout, or if I am asked , declare I know that I speak not just want ... is not all that hard, I find ...
however: annoying calls and sms are remarkable only one thing that bugs me at Christmas .... wants me to now do not miss further, in a few hours before isses got over and I have another year of rest ... ;-)
what else that happened? hmm ... nothing really critical, I think ... cool that the "mesh-woman" me "has written to the guest book ... not so cool but that one had to wait for months and even then it sounds as if I had compelled to - then you can also mans be left to * g *
it was probably some higher power, I frequently come across helge - be a sign of ex-boyfriend of the sister of my ex-fiance ... constellation so funny:) especially when we go out both and then also meet my ex-fiancee ... before us was clear that they could be there, but is now playing in my weekend planning does not really matter whether they could be anywhere or not ... Finally, we hear about the same music and therefore it is now time that sometimes one can not go out of the way ... remarkable thing about the evening that they have and I actually spoke together ... remarkable in that because we have not surely more than half a year and I honestly did not expect it also have that could happen again ... anyway ... The evening was quite okay, even funny, and even with her I had fun ... so far so good ... the reasons for our problems are not with each other but from the world and will continue to stand between us ... was more an accidental product of this evening ...
Changing the subject: if you get subordinated to certain of ner person what they want - as the best way to refute? happened to me a few months ago, and after repeated protest on my part, really intend to do anything so ever ... long story, do not make any sense: I was too stupid to talk to the people, not just me this alleged, but me also lied still has - for reasons that I do not know u still can not understand ... I would end up with the broken contact and had since then also rest my ... funny that such a - let's say - is simply structured human people and to to send me ridiculous christmas-sms to once again bend to get to the original theme;)
is probably explained not really necessary that the headline meant cynical, right? hmm - who knows me expects good eh nothing else than cynicism or sarcasm * gg *
'll try to write regularly here ... 've had so nen ass full of thoughts that I wanted to write ... but if you too long is rumschleppt remains, unfortunately, some on the track ... have in the near future and also back again a little more time on the weekends and the times will then use to write here a little more often and to work on the homepage again - would again be due tomorrow * gg *
But not yet - at the weekend, which means my personal statements horny for a concert year, I will tom again band seen with his and several other acts like oomph nation, vnv, within temptation and a few others - will surely be times correctly hot that it crashes: D
as it was then, I'll tell hopefully this year still here;)
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