I'm not a perfect person ...
No, I am whole and not at all! And if I would have noticed a little bit earlier, we went to me now certainly not as dirty. * Sigh * I'm almost a year ago lost my best friend Flo, because I am too chicken was. I am again running away from the truth and I would like to make damn back. (Last Wednesday during training camp in Hinterzarten I have it since long time seen and it has so fucking hurt I'd everything to give it back to get:!.. '(I need him so badly he was the only person to whom I always say everything was and I was really built back when I was dirty. "Hey girl! And how are you your arm? today was to train already, otherwise I'm relaxed. Do not worry, I will not soon forget. HDL Flo, "I would love to again talk to him about everything, explain everything to him, but he gives me do not even ne chance:.. (This I miss him yet so fine. I've never forgotten him, but he tries to repress what I usually less than good is achieved. It means I still damn much!
But I have another problem, which indirectly is related to Flo together. When I went Wednesday so dirty, I have my current best friend, who knew about the affair with Flo modest, a text written because I desperately needed someone to talk to. And he had to do nothing better than to tell me that he had Tuesday with Lena in the movie and that they are together now. You can imagine that I was the crazy up?? Well, I am the last time e built fairly close to the water and are therefore under this Answers, to the tears rolled. Good thing the train was so empty! I was just damned disappointed in him and that I am still. Although he has apologized, but that does not undo what happened. Friends take my knowledge that is considerate of each other! I just do not know what to do. I think him so, that there was no malicious intent, but I'm so afraid of being hurt again Sun
There is unfortunately no one else with whom I could talk about it, because my best friend I've even e lost some time. But to people who roll behind my back about me and behind me go so I can very well be . Without be
I probably have just not got it in a good friend ...
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