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~ Life is a bitch and then you die ... ~

I've did it, finally back 'NEN entry here and make me to write everything from the soul. I know GARNIT so right, where to start. Maybe with the only positive in my life at the moment: Driving School! My driving instructor Daniel is really pretty cool on it. :) I'm gone again this morning 135min with him. On the road with just under 100km / h in fifth gear. WOW! * G * Now
negative times to things. Tommi S. speaks in private with me and I never got why not a plan. In this case I need it yet so fine. It is somehow the only one with whom I can really chat about everything and he knows things about me that no one else knows otherwise. * Sigh *: (It was all so beautiful and I 'm really fond of him over all had. I, his sunshine. But then the summer holidays were over and I've never ever seen online. : (I'm so hoping that we are now in the autumn holidays at last could speak ma properly again, but on Saturday he goes to 'nen fucking course to Ramsau:!' (I miss him so and he does it hurt so damn. I only want the Tommi back, I've met before 'n couple of weeks. Is that because too much to ask?? I had after such a long time, finally found someone I could trust 100% and now? ?! Oh God, I cry the same ... I like him but still love sooooooooooooooooooo. I know not whether he can not understand or want. I can and will nit just accept that everything over all at once should be. He has me as ever wondered what I would like to take romantic with him. If you ask something like any old man ?!?!? I'm so afraid of losing him again, then like Flo ... I'm never quite got off about it, like most of you know. But then Tommy and I'm nit even more of a single second thought to Flo! And now they miss you both. : '(I feel totally isolated and alone While there are some people who always listen to me (Thanks Nüggü), but that can replace Flo and especially Tommi nunmal nit I have the last time so many people.!. lost, were important to me. My best friend Julia, for example, behind my back, has pulled on me. I tried to have nudged habs forever and no one wanted to show as real as it sucks me really going, but I can not and will never slow. Probably why I'm sitting right in front of these damn boob tube, whine and continue to write anyway ... Also, another good friend, Holly, I have now probably lost forever. And just because I'm too cowardly to tell him the opinion at last time to his face. He's just disappointed me too often.
Tommy, if you read this, I firmly hope please, do me nit even more painful and come, as the Tommi, I've met, back to me! I dunno what to do without you. I love you but still love INFINITE.
Holger, if you're reading this: I'm sorry! I wanted all non. Please give me another chance. I need you but all ...

~ And when love is dead, I'm loving angels instead ... ~

* Romi *